im actually sad :'(

assalamualaikum . haihh ! sedih eh mawar ? sedih laahh . but whyy ? hmm , i have no idea about this . banyak bende yang mengkusutkan kepala ni sebenarnya :'/ tapi , nak story pasal satu ni je . sedihh sangat . nak tahu tak pasal ape ? pasal ni haaaaaa :'(

alaa , risau nyaa . nak jadi king ! tapi , im afraid that cikgu yang on duty scouts kat sini tak active :'( macam mane nii . and lagi satu , mesti rindu gila dekat team Husel D: dekat Selangor's scouters D: my beloved pemimpin . awhh :( i might miss cikgu Sahrom who gave me a lot of memories . tolong mawar macam macam . i might miss my scout schoolmates , who support in things yang mawar buat . i might miss Semashur's scouters batch 0913 . because , diorang yang paling rapat dengan aku . Anyal , Alip , Izwan , Ishep , Nurril , Faez , Azrul , k Olin , k Su , k Fina , k Amy and semua semua tu lahh . aduhh , mawar jadi Ahli Pengakap Negeri Sembilan lah pulakk :'/ dah lahh tak kenal sapa sapa . ohh kenal sorang je . pelot ! kenal time kat Jambori Terengganu last year . itu pun tak pasti dia daerah ape -.- 

huhh ! acano nii D': tensi nyaaa . takpe lahh . doakan sayaaaa :( kayy lahh got to go . Assalamualaikum :')

Last Entry 2012 !

assalamualaikum . haha . rajin pulaa nak meng-update nya punn . haha ! LOL . okayy ! 2013 gonna be tomorrow . huishh ! cuak , takut ~ ehh , samalah tu -.- hmm , cane ni . mwar kat sekolah baru . takut lahh . takde kawan yang kenal . Ya Allah , awkward nya . nanti , siapa lah orang pertama yang akan tegur mawar ehh ? :/ huhh ! Ya Allah tenangkan lah hati ku . okayokay . 

hmm , semalam , baru balik daripada kampung . best ! itu destinasi terakhir saya lah kot for this year ! hmm , nak tahu tak ? kiteorang main bola . kejar kejar . kemas kemas . jalan jalan . macam macam lahh . best sangatt ! gonna miss it ;'( 
and , 2012 ! macam macam dah berlaku . pahit . manis . masam . tawar . semua tu . nak kena erase dah . kena bukak buku baru :) so then , i wish that everything gonna be better . i wish , no more tears . i wish to be a good muslimah *prayforme* . i wish to have a nice friend . i wish that i have no bad people in my life . i wish to be a great people . i wish to be an excellent person . i wish that everybody gonna be happy by my side . i wish that you wont forget me . please :( and , i wish that my wish come true . InsyaAllah :') 

some picture of mine :'D okay lahh . got to go ! Assalamualaikum :D

Things About Me !

holla ! Assalamualaikum :D everybody in the house ? haha ! LOL -.- okay , based on the title . Things about me , right ? haha , asal bajet sangat ni . bukannya ada orang nak tahu puuunn ~ haha xD okayy . nak tahu tak ? okay , nak lah nakkk ~ 

1 : im cute , adorable , beautiful , etc . haha ! bukan mwar yang cakap but simsimi xP

2 : im loyal . once , people stole my heart . i dont want him to give it back ! i'll kill you xD

3 : im not a kind of person yang suka merajuk lama lama . because , i was expecting , orang akan naik muak bila kita buat macam tu , kann ? so , korang jangan merajuk lama lama tauu . tak baik untuk kesihatan xD

4 : im friendly . haha , but depends jugak lahh . kadang kadang , memilih jugak . mawar akan tegur orang yang mawar tak kenal bila mawar ada kawan . if not , harapan je lah nak mawar tegur ~ 

5 : im gangster . haha . i was like my mom time dia muda muda dulu . tak tahu kenapa . tapi , sekarang , my mom baik sangat . i love her very much :*

6 : i love kids . mawar memang suka budak budak if diorang tak suka menangis . tak dapat ni , nangis . tak dapat tu , nangis . rasa nak smack down je -.-

7 : i love decorating . its my life style . tak tahu kenapa . if anything yang ada kena mengena dengan menghias , ibu will call me asking for help . untung kan , dapat anak macam mawar xD haha ! 

8 : i love singing very much ! i love music . but , bukan music yang membingitkan telinga . yang macam rock rock tu . haihh ! tak suka ._____.

9 : i love to berkawan dengan orang yang suka buat lawak . because , they will ceriakan my day if im not in mood . thanks kawan :*

10 : tak suka baca novel . penat -.- nak tahu cerita tak ? mawar pernah baca novel with 345pages tau . but , mawar ambik masa a year and 2 months to finish that novel . haha ! gempak kann ? tu pun , kawan mawar paksa baca . kalau tak , jangan harap lah nak baca -.-

11 : i love photography . awhhhh ! cant live without camera :'(

12 : i love "jalan jalan makan angin" . best korangg ! makan angin can make your day ! i bet you , try lah pergi jalan jalan wit family ke kawan kawan ke . mesti bestt :D

13 : i love food :3 haha , makan makan makan . its my routine . tapi , tak gemuk gemuk punn . haha ! alhamdulillah lah kann :)

14 : i love youu :* haha . 

15 : i love being childish . nampak comel tauu . cube korang buat . mesti nak buat lagii . haha xD

16 : i love playing rugbyy ! mwehehe . terkejut tak ? haha . best lah main rugby . i like it very muchh . it's a kind of sports yang lasak . best .*thumbs up*

17 : i love haters . you know why ? because , haters will motivate us with their words . so , positive thinking guys :'>

18 : i love Adidas . haha , tak tahu kenapa . maybe , ayah dah treat dari kecik kan , sikit sikit Adidas . sikit sikit Adidas --'

19 : i love chocolate ! huishh , sedapp woo . not all lah . cadbury is in my heart :p

20 : i love chatting . chatting is fun bebeyhh ! 

21 : i hate provocation . it seems like being an idiot . stop provocation . say no to it ! 

22 : i hate lizard , coachkroach , mouse , and things yang seumpama dengan nya . wekk ! geli .

23 : i love eating but belum sempat nak belajar masak lagi . hehe . nanti mawar belajar ehh ?

24 : i love kokoi . she's cute :*

25 : i HATE smokers . watchout with smokers everyone . they'll kill you in silent .

26 : my birth date :')

huhh ! penat type . kalau boleh terima kelebihan and kekurangan mawar . i might be happy . but if not , "x" button please . thankyouuu ! Assalamualaikum :')

Trouble is a friend :') sedate !

assalamualaikum . its been a long time tak update blog ni . haha . holiday right ? i had a very awesome holiday for this year . i know , ramai je yang tak pergi holiday with family cause of certain reason right ? maybe , parents busy , takde masa , kerja kahwin and ape ape je lah kan . and , sorry , if buat korang terasa with my words :) okayy . even happy pun . there must be sadness right ? everyone should know about this . 

Allah telah berfirman dalam al-Quran bahawa dalam setiap kegembiraan , pasti ada kesedihan . manakala , bagi setiap kesedihan , Allah janjikan kegembiraan . In shaa Allah :') 

so , kita sebagai hamba-Nya , kena bersyukur with what we have . jangan asyik nak merungut if things goes wrong . okayy ? be tough everybody ! :D okayy .

My main purpose of making this post is to warn anonymous servant of God . pleaseee !  avoid yourself from being envy to others . stop condemnation . stop disapprobation . stop imprecation . stop everything ! no one loves to be condemned ! even , ME . i also hate being condemned . its hurt ! please understand people's feeling . 

humans are often guilty of the offense . so , do forgive people mistakes WITHOUT condemning them .  really hope to see some changes in the future . all people are entitled to joy even for awhile . so , thats all . berharap agar semua yang membaca akan mendapat hidayah . In shaa Allah :')